I feel a lion inside me roaring
In fury to my own blood and flesh
Abandonment and unloved feeling
From they brought me to this lonely world
The tears that are now rolling
Are not warm and fuzy
It’s cold and lifeless
And I’m sensing future dismay
The black widow eyed me
As I clutch my bended knees tightly
Pouring out the anger inside me
At the top of my voice I am shouting
I pulled the blanket around me
I felt comfort and warmth
It mimicked the hugs’ essence
Comforting and at ease
