July 24, 2011
I DIED SO I CAN HAUNT YOU

Everything is now set. I cannot wait to fly to your place and see your peaceful face sleeping. I cannot wait to smell you. I cannot wait to press my nose on your ear and kiss your jaw line where you very much like to be kissed. Everything is set. The potion. The bed. Everything is set. I lay down and took the bottle. I pulled the cork and drank the whole up until the last drop. I can fill the hot sting radiating to my chest down. I lay my head down and I felt my world twirling. I let out a smirk. I will be seeing you later, my darling, I thought. I felt the bottle rolled out my fingers and heard as the glass shattered on the tilled marble floor. I waited and then I woke up. I felt light. I felt everything was possible. I felt that I can do everything. Everything. I sat up and I saw my body still down. I looked at my translucent arms, I did it. I thought of flying and I did. I flew to you. I will be seeing you real later, my darling, I thought. Then I saw you, sleeping, on your side hugging the pillow that I gave you. I touched you and I felt your warmth. I lay down beside you and I felt home. I stared at your beautiful face and lingered at your very existence. From that day on, I was with you. With you the whole time. With you your whole life.