BE BACK TO FIND AND GET MY INSPIRATION.

The ‘me’ now is not the ‘me’ I wish or imagined to be or even dreamed of to occur even ones in my life. Uninspired. Always tired. Depressed. Anxious. Suicidal. I feel I no longer have any reason to live. I don’t have the fuel or drive to go and do more. All I want to do is be in my room and do nothing. It was like I just woke up and the spirit of inspiration just left my entity. I’m in crisis. I don’t know why and I don’t know how. But I do know when. Now! It just happened now. This very moment. Inspiration and the will to go on vacate the physical aspect of me. I know what I want and I know what I need. I want and I need INSPIRATION. My will and drive to go on. The fuel to walk, run, jump and fly. The push to conquer the world, to be the best that I can be.